Sunday, May 10, 2009

I am happy.

I would write about what happened the 4 days I was in ICU and the 3 days I spent back up in the maternity ward, but I'm not reliving that again. I'm home, with my husband and daughter. I swear I'm happy. I look at her and tell myself that it was all worth it. I'm sick of people asking me if I'm doing better or if I feel depressed. I'm effin tired, I've been through a lot. Yeah it was rough, especially when I couldn't see her for 4 days. But I'm happy, not depressed. I'm super tired everyday, but not depressed. Jason does more then I could ever ask of him. He has been letting me sleep through the night while he feeds and changes Nora. I don't ask, and he insists that I get some sleep. I'm not sure where I am even going with this, but I am happy. I may not look it or act it at times, but I am. Really.
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  1. The MouseMay 10, 2009 at 4:35 PM

    Im happy you are happy! Cant ask for more than that. Enjoy every second of happiness!

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  2. Hilary and EricMay 13, 2009 at 11:04 AM

    I am so glad you are doing well! It was a rough go of it for you, but like you said, you can settle in now. Jason is amazing for letting you sleep (one of the many benefits of formula LOL). I wish you a continued recovery and much peace. I miss your sense of humor on TLT but who has time for that anymore? ((hugs))

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